What an awesomely awesome day! It started out ok. by the middle i felt so weak that i thought i was gonna die(didn't even care about failing tests). but now i actually feel pretty great.
andre was mean to me. so i'm not so sure about him anymore. if he calls me tonight and we talk things over it might be ok again. but i don't know because life's a merry go round. and every day i experience the ups and downs. Just an emotional roller coaster.
Nell did point out something really brilliant. She said that if he really liked me that he wouldn't be afraid to say so and that he wouldn't hide it. and that Andrew is a flirter and he likes alot of other girls. and truthfully i've already thought of all that. So i guess ya know whatever happens happens. i'll let life take its course.
After school i had an appointment with my shrink. It was a really great session. in my opinion the best one yet. I came out feeling refreshed and good about myself. He def. helped me to sort things out.
o wells i wanted ot write more but i forgot what now. and people keep iming me calling me and demanding that i read they're emails! so i'll write more later.