Omg! What a crazy day! I'm confused as all hell...half sad but feeling guilty because i'm half relieved. yet i don't know if i'm doing the right thing. I know some day i will feel like i made the wrong choice.
Janelle agreed on letting me have some space and time to think. we are officially broken up for a week. At first i cried and cried and cried. because she sent me this really sad letter. and it sent me down memory lane. so many memories lost. My future in pieces. All the plans we made together gone. All the promises lost. A huge part of my life just torn away. but neway. its late and i still have hw and snizzle to do.
But i just want to let nell know that i love her i still do and i always will. I hope she understands that. and that its gonna be just as hard for me as it is her. I know in my heart that if things don't work out we'll be together again someday.