Its 2:54 a.m. I am talking to Andrue. We've bonded even more than before. I didn't think it was possible but we have. He asked me why I did not tell him I liked him before I hooked up with nell. and I said i was sorry.

I talked to John for the first time in a while. Hes still the same lieing kiniving bastard he was b4. He tried to win me over and did a poor job of it. I feel sorry for him but hes going to have to learn to overcome his jelousy. He isn't a very good friend if he can't support me and Nell. Even Ashly says so. Right Ash? ;-) But really I gave him my hand and offered to help and support him theres not much else i can do. And it hurts
when he calls nell a dyke. Goddess knows what hes called me. but I don't care.
I just know that nell cares about him and they were good friends. I feel like i broke them up. But its just jelousy. An evil...evil thing.