Homecoming night tears running down my face
just thinking of everyway possible to end this fucking pain
36 just keeps popping into my head
razor blades by the bed
medicine cabinet calling my name
seems like a quick fix
but then i realize what this would accomplish...nothing but petty fame
How could i be so selfish?
I'm just not ready to forgive myself or my mom or my dad
for bringing me into this world and making me endure so much pain
I wanna die right now
just take a gun and go pow
slash my wrists and watch the blood gush out
ciao!
I can't live like this any longer
somebody save me from the rain running down my face