Tuesday, January 20, 2004

your sorry doesn't cut it... I'm grumpy and bitchy(quite possible pmsing) and i'm not settling for sorry janelle. not this time... if u wanna be immature and act on ephemeral emotions then i can give u that in return...obviously talking things through and debating doesn't get to u...It doesn't get us newhere. I'm tired of listening to u moan and groan about all of your problems and then when i need you you're never there. It's not like i ask much of you.(maybe some respect, don't look down on me and pretend your 10 times better, it just shows further immaturity) I'm stable enough that i dont often need advice. When i do its usually something serious. I don't wanna hear you yell at me for missing ryan anymore. I listen to you complain about missing kim every freaken day. Naturally if your talking about kim I'm going to think of ryan. I might see him every day but do i ever really see him? I have to freaken stand 10 feet from him or the nuns will beat us with broomsticks and rulers. When i'm at school i'm concerned with school work and school work only. I do appreciate what time we do get together but at school i'm usually overtired or my mind is somewhere else or lately just fighting depression enough to get work done.
You come to me every other day with transient issues that would boil over if u gave them time. Think things over and put them into perspective before you turn it into the end of the world. Not that I mind listening and helping you out but i think its a life long skill that it'd be helpful to learn. Maybe i'll talk to you sometime...I don't know if I "have time" as of now...
Sorry if i tend to sound like a shrink but thats just how I think so deal with it...

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