As I hold back tears and even yet, more feelings of hurt
you set yet more restrictions and i wonder if it's even worth it anymore
Trust is nearly non-existent
love is scarce
What more do we have left?
We do what we can but you just can't seem to understand
We try so hard and all you can see is negativity
Victims of innocence
I sit here writing this because I'm frustrated
Frustrated with you as you are me
I wish i could say to just give us a chance
but i know it won't matter because of your blurred visiblility
I know it will pass because it always does
I thank God that he gave me the gifts to see beyond
the past is gone and not worthy of regret
The future unfolds in a sea of turmoil and possibility
So I live for the future fogetting what you've made him become
Forgiving you for controlling our life and holding us back
Maybe you don't see it that way and maybe i'm wrong
But that's just how it feels and this is just how I deal
If you don't wanna listen then don't read my blog
I can't help what I write in here
It's driven by emotion far stronger than I can control
I only wish you knew how I feel