Ryan everytime you feel down just remember...

YOU and I. WE can make a life for ourselves. Together we can move mountains of DOG DOO. All of the shit life throws at us we'll chew up and spit right back. Babe do this with me. Remember your the pillar. The beacon of stability. You've taught me so much. I'd be no where without you. and You've made a difference in so many peoples lives. Not just mine. Just realize how great you are, how important you are, and how much you mean to everyone around you. We've been given such an awesome gift to be able to grow up and face life together...because its sure not easy alone. If I could sit across the porch at God I'd thank him for lending me you...
Someday we'll be ready to make a life together. Through our love we'll bring new life into this world. We'll look into each others eyes and the pride will just overflow. I can't wait for that moment when we'll just be able to block the world out. Even if its only for a short time. WE WILL. But until then we have to prepare for that moment. If this is the life we choose (which it is on my part because i've always been determined not to follow in my mothers footsteps) then we have to work hard for it. No one will hand us our dreams in a sugarcoated truffle.

Babe I kno we can do this together. Now prove it to me and take the initiative!! If you keep your half of the bargain then I'll work on mine. I love you more then words can express...
Love Always,
Jessica