o yea i forgot to mention that last night grandma made me talk to aunt louise. shes pretty much a nun. So she has extremely firm beliefs. we talked for like 2 hours and she talked my ears off. about how being a homosexual is influenced by the devil. how we all have our own crosses to carry just like jesus. because we were born with original sin. and that the devil gets to us in many ways and satin is everywhere. it was really scary. thats all i'm gonna say. unfortunately she didn't change my beliefs