imood doesn't have suicidal. i finally found a mood that they're missing. well today sucks. I slept until 12. then i took a shower. and johnny called me and asked if i wanted ot go to teh mall. but then we never ended up goin. and its also one of those days where my family does everything they possibly can to get on my nerves. So for a majority of the day i just hid in my room and blasted the radio. so loud that the whole house shook. thats the best way of course. i think i'll just go do that again. i started a book too. its really good. so yea neways ciao