I slept over Janelle's house on Wednesday night. Twas tons of fun... It would have been better if only i had known Ryan was coming to pick me up just as i was making plans. He got here right before i left and it was just so hard because i had to hug him, say i love you, and tare myself away. He was gonna pick me up and we would have had all night...:-(
but no regrets because i hadn't seen my Nell in almost a month. Yes I tell you an entire month!! so we pretty much just harassed her brother the whole time and talked. laughed alot. Would have bonded if that was at all possible but i think we're already too close for that. We decided we really are the closest friends there ever were. Its just really incredible how she always knows how i feel. Like when i'm uncomfortable or tired or grumpy or even something suttle just a small change i try to hide she always knows how i feel or what i'm thinking...
Onto bigger more depressing issues...Ryan has had to work everyday this week and so have i minus 2 days and on the opposite shift. He works days and i always work nights. Our shifts have about an hour in between which is pretty much only enough time for him to get home. Which means i prob won't see him until monday. I talked to him yesterday for probably the first real time since LAST monday! :-( and to top that off i was depressed so really didn't get that much from it. g2g ciao...