NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Why don't you just stab me with a sword and watch blood gush out? My boss just called and asked if i could work tomorrow night. :-( Tomorrow night out of all nights!!!! And well i said yes because he didn't really give me a choice. He just said why don't you come in tomorrow night at 4. Friday!! the busiest night allll week. The night I've been waiting an eternity for. And in a single oblivious yet transitory moment its snatched from me. But you know thats not monumental. I've w...w...waited a week so i can wait a couple more hours before talking to him. and well chances are No Jess! you wouldn't get to see him tomorrow night anyway. No matter how much you want it. It wouldn't happen anyway. Plus you know if i'm just sitting here vulnerable at Ryan's disposal then it wouldn't be playing very hard to get now would it? So its good i won't be here. Yep yep...wow the things one can convince themself of...