Sunday, March 27, 2005

A sign of maturity?

I will now try to explain why I never know what to write about. I will do this in attempt to help myself understand. At one time, life was exciting. There were so many first time experiences that I could turn into a drama worthy of written word. I had no secrets, no fear no restraint, and my life was an open book. Now I find that life has become dull. It's not that I don't get out and have fun. It's just that I've done it before , it's insignificant, so it's not worth writing about. On top of that I've become secretive. There are certain aspects of myself that I keep hidden away for personal conversation rather than impersonal ramblings. All of this is ok, it's just wierd becuase I never know what to say.
Here is a short summary of my weekend:
  • Wednesday I drove around for 3 hours looking for shirt for my interview Thursday
    • picked Larissa up
    • ate at the dining hall with ryan and mike
    • drove to moms with larissa to pick my sisters up
    • got stuck on a hill and was rescued by a strange man
    • drove home in the snow with the life of 3 people in my hands(it took 2 hours to get home)
    • Larissa slept over so she could watch shannon while i was at my interview
  • Thursday it took me two hours to get ready
    • I met with Mr. Williams and it seemed alright (altho i must admit I am scared)
    • I stopped by transpo to say hi to ryan, janet and erin
    • I then proceeded to buy formula and diapers for shannon
    • then i rushed home to make dinner for everyone
    • Shannon and I brought larissa home where i thanked her profusely for her help
    • When i got home shannon and I were out like a light(thank God! cuz she doesn't always wanna sleep)
  • Friday I found out shannon was afraid of the shower head lol
    • somehow I coherced her into believing it was just raining the house so that I could get her to take a shower
    • we took an afternoon nap and then went to Janelle's bday party
    • that was fun and larissa pretty much took over when i got there so it was a small break from mommyhood
    • we got home around 10 or 11 and promptly fell asleep
  • Saturday was kinda crazy
    • I was awaken at 5 am
    • giving shannon a bath was much easier (yay the day before realyl did pay off!)
    • we picked ryan up at 3 pm
    • Shannon refused to look at him and for at least 2 hours she gave him the "grumpy one" face!
    • we squeezed everyone in the kitchen and ate dinner
    • the family went to mass while ryan and I cleaned up the kitchen
    • Uncle wes and erin brought shannon home for me so that I could bring ryan home
  • And that was my crazy boring weekend...
  • now I am attempting to do a shitload of homework
I love you ryan

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