It's 1:30 am and I can't sleep so I shall delve into my deepest thoughts. My thoughts concern Ryan. Despite all of our silly debates and bickering of late, the bullshit your parents shovel forth, and the indecisivesness of our future, we are still stronger then ever. Do not for a minute regret anything that has been said or done. I know most of the time when you do begin to, you realize that it is just silly. But Ryan please don't doubt any aspect of your life as it is today. You're absolutely perfect where you are. You've brought me sooo far, and if you step back and look at it we've matured and grown an enormous amount in the 2 years we've been together. This is part of a learning experience for both of us. I know you think you were much better before, but babe you get better everyday. Just try to trust me. God is with us. He's guiding us and he knows what's best. Afterall he led us to eachother(an ingenious match I must say:-P) didn't he? You are not in control so do not try so hard to be! Don't be so hard on yourself. But anyway I know you know all this. It just gets frustating sometimes because you seem to choose to forget it.
Please be confident that I'm not going anywhere and do not question it ever again. I'll be with you through the good and the bad. Semper Amemus
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