Thursday, February 10, 2005

tired with hw

"cries!" I'm tired and i have too much homework! It's my own fault I suppose since i've spent the week reading random books, and going to Ryans. Last night i watched The Notebook and cried like a baby the whole way through. I think i must have called Ryan 5 times to tell him I love him and never want to lose him. Today was suppose to be a snow day!!! The poopyness of it all! Now I have homework in just about every subject and 2 tests to study for. I just can't take this. But enough complaining...:-)
For more positive things I've realized or rather reconfirmed that Toby holds a very dear place in my heart. I am quite fond of him and greatly appreciate our friendship. Although I don't see him much in person I could easily say he's one of my best friends. there really isn't anything I wouldn't trust him with. :-)
I had a half day yesterday so I went to Wilbur Cross and My friend Roberta helped me figure out what I need to do for my financial aid at Uconn. She said that if i don't get in she has friends in admissions. :-) Afterwards I walked back to Northwest, took a nap while Ryan did homework, and then went to eat. It was quite a silly night. I was wearing Ryans really baggy pants and Donovan accused me of being pregnant. lol the absurdity of it all! It's ok he just needed to take a walk. ;-)
Tomorrow I have a dentist appointment, Saturday I might go ice skating and I have some Valentines day crafts to work on, Sunday i have a peer ministry party thing and would like to bring Ryan to get a hair cut so maybe he'll come with me.

Next week I have ANOTHER huge ass economics test and a million things that are already due. poopy!

When I look in your eyes beauty is defined
Butterflies, snowfall, shooting stars, and sunsets
When I breathe your air I can only surrender entranced
My senses muffled I succumb to your touch
I tremble and my heart races
my pulse quickens leaving me breathless
I feel you pressed tightly against me, molded as if we are one
I gasp encompassed
Perfection
umm that wasn't suppose to turn out as it did. but so yea...

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