What's Vacation?

Yes it seems to be that time again...Time for a new blog template. I know this one is pretty wierd but so am I. I know I havn't written in a while but vacation literally flew by! I did a lot of stuff and saw a lot of people. I watched movies, went ice skating, worked, went to the mall, hung with janelle and larissa, played more Halo, and best of all I got to watch Shannon for the weekend. I wish I could put into words the amount of cuteness she possesses but it just wouldn't happen. But sunday when we woke up she gave me a kiss on the nose. When we went ice skating she just woke up and was kinda grumpy so everytime i'd skate by her she refused to look at me and kinda looked down. and when i left her with mom yesterday she said buh bye Jessie! and blew me kisses. I'll have you know she's only 1 1/2 but sooo cute. Regardless i've decided to wait until i'm at least 26 to have children. It's a lot of work and left me so tired that I stayed home from school to sleep until 1:30 today.
So school is here again and I really don't want to go! Time passes so quickly...

tired with hw

"cries!" I'm tired and i have too much homework! It's my own fault I suppose since i've spent the week reading random books, and going to Ryans. Last night i watched The Notebook and cried like a baby the whole way through. I think i must have called Ryan 5 times to tell him I love him and never want to lose him. Today was suppose to be a snow day!!! The poopyness of it all! Now I have homework in just about every subject and 2 tests to study for. I just can't take this. But enough complaining...:-)
For more positive things I've realized or rather reconfirmed that Toby holds a very dear place in my heart. I am quite fond of him and greatly appreciate our friendship. Although I don't see him much in person I could easily say he's one of my best friends. there really isn't anything I wouldn't trust him with. :-)
I had a half day yesterday so I went to Wilbur Cross and My friend Roberta helped me figure out what I need to do for my financial aid at Uconn. She said that if i don't get in she has friends in admissions. :-) Afterwards I walked back to Northwest, took a nap while Ryan did homework, and then went to eat. It was quite a silly night. I was wearing Ryans really baggy pants and Donovan accused me of being pregnant. lol the absurdity of it all! It's ok he just needed to take a walk. ;-)
Tomorrow I have a dentist appointment, Saturday I might go ice skating and I have some Valentines day crafts to work on, Sunday i have a peer ministry party thing and would like to bring Ryan to get a hair cut so maybe he'll come with me.

Next week I have ANOTHER huge ass economics test and a million things that are already due. poopy!

When I look in your eyes beauty is defined
Butterflies, snowfall, shooting stars, and sunsets
When I breathe your air I can only surrender entranced
My senses muffled I succumb to your touch
I tremble and my heart races
my pulse quickens leaving me breathless
I feel you pressed tightly against me, molded as if we are one
I gasp encompassed
Perfection
umm that wasn't suppose to turn out as it did. but so yea...

Aww man

lol i'm addicted to saying the phrase "aww man". It is officially donovans fault. o well what are ya gonna do. I'm pretty tired. I've had a busy nonstop weekend. Thursday I ended up coming home from work early. I then proceeded to sleep for 17 hours, skipping school the next day. I played Ricochet and yahoo games with Ryan all day. It was so bad that i felt like I was a Ricochet ball after I was done playing. Saturday I woke up at like 6 am and went to ryan's. We had a number of things we were suppose to get done but umm it took us a couple hours to figure out how to set up a wireless network between our laptops. We were suppose to meet Larissa at 3 to get our haircut but it just never happened. Then we went to mass at St. Thomas at 5. Ryans parents randomnly showed up there and we ate pizza at willington pizza 2. Today I woke up with random words in my head. I have been playing word racer with Ryan wayyyy too much i think, because I woke up reciting words. Then I took a shower and met ryan for lunch at northwest dining hall. ohhhh i almost forgot! I made honors. report cards came our friday and I got a letter from ms. siegmund commending me for making honors. yay i don't know how i did it but i'll take it. lol
So yea after lunch we were suppose to meet up with jose to go ice skating but jose was very late so we didn't end up seeing him there. Quite frankly Ryan isn't very good at ice skating. He's kinda wobbly...but hes only ice skated once before so its ok. I think he just needs better ice skates. :-P Afterwards we went to starbucks and got a pumpkin spice latte and their new reallllly chocolate drink. Jose met us there and we talked. Goodtimes. I love jose and starbucks.
I am now playing dobro and contemplating the meaning of life and such...

I'm still really scared about my uconn app. I mean I didn't apply anywhere else. I better get in. Ryan went over to admissions the other (when i was buggin out) and enquired as to whether they reviewed my app and i guess they havn't even looked at it yet. :-( I hope they do soon.
I do not want to go to school tomorrow. school sucks. i'm glad its almost over. :-)

Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence

You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others. Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel. You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations. A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict. You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

You Are 25 Years Old

25 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

You Have A Type B+ Personality

B+ You're a pro at going with the flow You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer A total joy to be around, people crave your stability. While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity. Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done You're passionate - just selective about your passions

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

aww man i so forgot to talk about my fishy Frederick. I got him weekend of the snowstorm. The student union was giving them away. He's a really cute guppy. he's orange. he likes to eat a lot. and he swims quite a bit. i think i may not have mentioned him because that was the weekend Ryan slept over and i was too busy entertaining him. He has purple black and white stones and three shrubs to sleep among. I love my fishy Frederick!