yo the reason i couldn't go to your game larissa was not because i coudln't get a ride. It was becaase for the past 2 weeks i've been going insane with projects and finals and working 30 hours a week. I'm trying not to eb so stressed becuase its silly really but if i had gone last night i'd have been screwed. If it was a little project it'd be no big deal but mr Frazier and mr b have both ingrained into my head that if i dont do well then i'm in big trouble because administration is watching me. (since i'm the only student in the class taking an exam) and its not that they want it that way either, it's sister mary roses fault really. So please do not feel that that was an excuse. i could have found a way into ryan's graduation last week if i'd really wanted to but i didn't becuase i knew how much work i had to do.
i'm just too tired and lost lately to deal with everything lifes throwing my way. therefore im not so cool. please dont feel disappointed. but yea i'll prob be up all night.

too much to do. :-(