lol ouch!! i'm being attacked by every angle. Well first i'll deal with the greek thing. I admit i had no right to say what i did. but it is my blog, therefor my opinions, of which i'd say a good majority of people would agree with. unfortunately i was not blessed with a diplomatic outlook the day i wrote it. I was just kidna frustrated with everything that was going on. For understandable reasons. You should not be offended by any means. I mean how many times do u make fun of my beliefs? Do i ever even comment on yours? Sometimes people do have off days. I'm human and its hard to always hold the peace. i should have bit back my tongue but u get aweful insulting in the things that u say and i was only defending myself.

And as for as janelle is concerned. I respect what ur saying totally kim, and i dont kno what janelle told u. But SHE asked me. i told her it didn't matter anyway and i didn't wanna talk about it. I told her i'd still be there for her anyways. But she still insisted upon knoing what i thought. So i told her. I'm not going to lie. and she wanted to know. ITs as simple as that. Then she flipped out on me and said that she didn't kno if she could eb friends with someone who didn't ACCEPT her. Well I accept her and love her as she is despite what she says. I just have strong opinions on marriage. And i kno its hard for anyone to accept that becasue i've changed SOO much in the past year. But this is who i am and i can't change that. I will always be here for janelle if she ever needs me, and i understand if shes mad at me right now. But im not stopping her from living her life. I kno how much she loves you. And i know how hard this is for her right now. Your probably thinking, well how can she know how hard this is? But for some reason i really feel what shes going thru. I already told her if i could, i would trade places with her in a second and just take all the pain away. I do anything to just take it all away. I just wish she'd realize that i'm not an enemy. I wish 2 girls could make love and have children together, but that's not gods plan and i feel that in my heart. I can't turn against God. All i can do is pray that some day she'll see it all in a different light .